blue and dark blue

I dont want to play safe any longer.
The clothes I wear, the colors I choose, the actions I take.
Lately I find myself leaning more towards what I like,
rather than what I find comfort in.
its the vague indecisiveness that leads me to believe I am untested,
untouched.
These circumstances have tested my patience,
and every decision I make seem to just work as a cliche metaphore as ...my life as it is now.

but with you,
well..
you are the life i am looking forward to.
everyday I become whatever my heart desires.
I'm confident with you,
relaxed and complacent.

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