walking away.

i am lost.
you're the maze
i was given no map./
no one gives you a warning-
no class to take
no books-
fall at your own risk.
it's not the constant claustrophobia.
a distraction in my dream.
a ----- of time
of breath
of tears
of love
the constant tightening
----- falls.
drops.
heavy
consistency is the key.
under certain circumstances.
sorry, i was not informed.
to--
night.
"Nothing diminishes anxiety faster than action."
talk a little louder, yell if you have to, I can't hear through such thick walls that they have spent so much time building.
another night
sleepless?
tomorrow will be the blur
the consequence i will receive because for some reason,
because I care immensely.
and i cared,

again.
and again.
and again.
i hate feelings sometimes
I love you